Surgery 2.

The day after surgery #2.
Yesterday was less of a stress show. Dyllon didn't need me to go with him to have his second surgery. He said that he didn't feel like it was necessary, because even last time was fine. I came home, and he was fast asleep. Seemed like he was in a little pain, and a little delirious. Maybe a sigh of relief, and tension release. This has been a stressful couple of months. So I sat with him while he rested.

I know i'm going to miss these little moments. So even though he was holding my arm at a weird angle, I let him because he's sweet. I ended up migrating over to the couch with him and falling asleep too. I kinda hope that is what happens today when I get home.

So our next step is sending the paperwork to the recruiter. Once that happens:

1. We pick a date for MEPS.
2. Dyllon goes to MEPS again.
3. Dyllon Passes MEPS.
4. He swears in.
5. He gets a ship date.

I'm not nervous right now, which really confuses me. It tends to hit me at random times, like when i'm in the bathtub? And then I cry. Not because i'm sad but just, overwhelmed. I have a co-worker who is going through something similar right now except he'll be going through it first. So maybe he can help me figure this out.

Or not. I'm sure I can figure it out myself but for now i'm just writing a hundred blog posts about how I'm confused.

But I'm thankful for this journey.