being your wife.

It feels like we're on our honeymoon again. But it's weeks and weeks long. Everything we do is about each other. Even when we argue, it never lasts because we're back about each other so quickly. Anytime you're around, I just look at you like I did the first time you kissed me. Lost in your eyes, and completely in love, from that moment until this moment. The feeling is so familiar, and comfortable. I can't look at you in anger for more than a few seconds without melting again. This is the kind of love I always dreamed of. I never stop wanting to be with you. I never get tired of kissing you. I never get sick of holding your hand. I never want to be anywhere but with you, wherever you want to go. You've shown me more life than I knew was real. You've GIVEN me more life than I knew I could have. You've taken me places and showed me what it's like to really be alive. My spirit is calm because of you. I don't stress about the troubles of life, and I don't lose sight of the big picture. I always thought my feet would be grounded where I have always been, and now I find myself dreaming of floating through life with just you. I want to stand by you as you fulfill your passions, because you fulfill mine. You've lifted me higher than you in every challenge i've faced. Whether it be focusing on my body's health, or my mental health. When I feel like i'm losing you tell me I win. When I feel like i'm ugly you go out of your way to talk about my beauty. You've helped me understand the simple beauty of life, and that we're they only ones that matter. Sometimes it feels like we're the only people in the world, even if we're surrounded. I wouldn't believe a word anyone said if someone told me that I would be with you, and completely smitten, 5 years ago. I have no fears because of you. I'm happy because of you. It's hard to even say that i'm "happy" because it doesn't seem good enough. I'm so in love with you. It feels like all of life before you didn't happen and I never felt any pain. Some people long for a love like this and i'm so thankful I have it. A love you can feel up close or from miles away. Whether we're shopping for groceries and you pull me across the isle to kiss me, or we're in bed and you wrap yourself around me and fall asleep. It feels the same. It feels perfect. I want you to know I never want to lose this feeling. Next month, in the fall, next year, in 4 years. I want to feel the same. I know it will always feel like this. Because you were made for me and life works for us. Life is going to be crazy and we're going to be tested but I can't wait to see what we can be and see how much stronger this can get. I'm just listening to you talk, hugging and kissing you, and loving you with all I am, forever.