"Tell me everything I need to know about the Coast Guard."

Last night was a really good night. 

I dropped Dyllon off at work at 10, only to get a call a few minutes later from him, saying that he mixed his schedule up, and he was actually off work after all. I don't have to tell a story about how the night went in every detail, but we ended up watching two movies about the Coast Guard, eating nachos, and talking about life and a future. Like a date night, only better. 

There was a lot of terminology in the two movies I didn't know, so I looked at Dyllon, and I asked him.

"Tell me everything I need to know about the Coast Guard."

& he looked at me, put his hand on my thigh, and solidified my faith in this being the right path to take, with one sentence. 

"What you need to know about the Coast Guard, is that no matter what, it will all be okay, and I'm going to take care of you."

It was one of those moments, of clarity, maybe. 

I'd been thinking all day, that the security I feel in this potential path, is God sent.

I don't feel as anxious, though I know i'll have days. I feel like maybe I belong somewhere. Where I can see myself so clearly, in this life, and thriving. My husband and I. Honestly if this falls through I will be disappointed. But i'm not giving up on it. I'm praying for it, and putting all my faith in Him to lead us the right way. 

But I have no fear and I will continue to strive toward fearlessness. 

One journey at a time.