Step 1.

Well. Yesterday was the first official step. I'm so proud of you. You never fail to show me how you can go above and beyond at being a human. I am covering you with my prayers constantly, and you are on my mind every moment. You impress so many with how amazing, intelligent, and over all incredible you are. They said that you will be amazing at the job you've chosen, that you'll pass all of your tests, and succeed to new levels. They say you and I will go on adventures together, just me and you, learning what the world really has to offer outside of our little box. They also say it will be hard, that we might need counseling, and that it might not be as easy as it seems now. I know that could be true, but another thing I know is how different our marriage is. We love like no other love I see around me. You care for me and make me feel like i'm not alone, even when you aren't there. Our time together is so little already, but we always make the best of what we are given. Whether it be 2 nights a week for the evening, until we fall asleep on the couch together, or two hours a day at the gym before work. We already don't see each other, so this won't be hard. Not many seem to have desire to support us, but we've found support in places that mean the most. Now is our time to live our lives. We won't settle here. Maybe some day when we're older, but now is the time to live while we still can. So many people question whether or not I really support you in this, if maybe i'll fall back on my word, or stray a different direction. That makes me angry. You are my life human. You are not going to make irresponsible choices regarding our future. You want what is good and best for the Cavanaugh's as a unit, and you will do whatever you can to make that happen. Who am I to question that? Who am I to let my own selfish desires stand in your way of serving. In the way of showing His love in your purest way. I'm not angry. I'm excited. Now is the moment, why waste it? You still love me no matter where you're standing. That's all I need. Cheers to step one and finishing out this year just in time for new beginnings in January. <3